“You will forever be unloved unless it’s by me
Don’t expect matrimony to be great; you won’t find happiness in your heart
You are a monster, and only I can control you.”
The words that will forever weigh me down -
Damage added to damage that you never tried to stop.
My words will never make a dent,
But your words broke me apart.
Even after an apathetic goodbye, your words still ruin me.
I know within myself you said all but the truth,
But it must have been your intent to carve it in my skin.
One day I hope to say “Death to your false accusations.”
I refuse to lose myself so that you may discover
Who am I destined to love?
So few and far between, does he exist?
I seek one who can look past the scars.
Most are used to heartache, but not permanent damage.
The visible sways most away.
The damage is in my head, on my skin, and where I wept.
Even if I find one who loves me for the being I am,
Will he love the One I love?
Will he love me as he loves Him?
Who, if anyone, is destined to love me?
Liar, Liar, Soon You'll Be On Fire by WhereICallHome, literature
Literature
Liar, Liar, Soon You'll Be On Fire
You’re steps away from lifting up the rock
Discovering your truth
And my deceit.
I spun a web of lies for my benefit
It’s not you on the wrong end this time
Although it was you who gave me thread for the making
The fiber has been ruined,
I am empty-handed.
Buried under the guilt, but you’re still the same as first year told
So difficult to handle, I still fall for your captivation
One last lie my lips must speak…
This will be the end of you and me.
At least I’m honest with myself
I may be caught in my own tragic web, but at least I know what I’ve done.
You’ve spun your own catastrophe.
Vict
Rub off the mask that hides your identity.
Reveal your true being.
A pound of makeup couldn’t hide it.
Running won’t make the disgust slide off.
There is no truer truth:
The ugliness is me.
“You will forever be unloved unless it’s by me
Don’t expect matrimony to be great; you won’t find happiness in your heart
You are a monster, and only I can control you.”
The words that will forever weigh me down -
Damage added to damage that you never tried to stop.
My words will never make a dent,
But your words broke me apart.
Even after an apathetic goodbye, your words still ruin me.
I know within myself you said all but the truth,
But it must have been your intent to carve it in my skin.
One day I hope to say “Death to your false accusations.”
I refuse to lose myself so that you may discover
Remember how we used to talk?
I miss those silly threads
I miss the way you made me laugh
Til laughing hurt my head
Remember all those silly games?
Like truth or truth or dare?
Fill up our time on nonsense
And didn't really care
On how long the time we lasted
How late we kept the phone
How much the bill it costed
How much we didn't know
And now I stop and wonder back
I wish i could return
I wish the time could be turned back
But keep this lesson learned
I miss the easiness we had
Like the breeze we used to flow
Now things mistaken some things bad
So much we still don't know
But stale the taste upon my lips
Your taste is not the same
And
Leave the lights off by BigBossPatriot1885, literature
Literature
Leave the lights off
Can I tell you something
or will my heart be too much to take?
Can you accept who I am
or say I am nothing more than a mistake?
Will you hold my hand in sorrow
and let me deal the pain?
or will you shut me out at the last second
and say I am nothing more than a stain?
you see I am afraid to turn on the lights.
I don't want to see who I am.
My true colors would show, you wouldnt be able to stand.
Least that is what I think, because of my past.
Been beaten up for what I have done.
I have been called an ass.
Though I try so hard to be right and do believe I am at best.
I have given my all and taken the fall.
maybe I should just rest.
Disturbed Tranquility by WhereICallHome, literature
Literature
Disturbed Tranquility
Close your mouth,
and open your mind.
If you see me,
you’ll hear the honest.
Blindness makes listening impossible on your behalf
Your ears are blocked by the rumours crowding in
You can never justify the anger that is stuck in your bleeding heart
How dare you say that you “know” me?
You only know what you’re told –
Opinions and wrongs flutter around you like the wings of poisonous butterflies
I owe you no explanation
I refuse to fall from your beating words; I only keep a distance between.
I bear no shame,
I feel no sorrow.
Your goals to slander me will forever be unmet
You may believe I am affected,
but I hol